New Year?

Last page of 2011, 9 minutes to 2012, saddest day I'd ever experienced in 2011.

What can I say? :(

TC Bank- Dream Rangers

Why do we live? What do we live for?

MOVIES

I find Booboo Stewart aka Seth Clearwater in Breaking Dawn is damn cutee

I must watch Snow White and the Hunstman 

New Year's Eve - omg zac efron! 

must finish all Studio Ghibli movies again! 

Breaking Dawn

Had chemistry paper this morning. My brain had been working seriously 3 hours nonstop, heard that some people didn't even finish the paper O.O The paper was ok omg thank god. Leaving for kuching on 4 December omg I am coming home tell the world I'm coming home :) Can't wait to meet up with all my friends!
Hehe am enjoying life now!

#nowwatching Laputa aka Castle in the air.

Went to watch Breaking Dawn with weishan at Hoyts after having lunch :) Heard that Malaysia they cut many scenes esp the sex/make up/bed scenes. :/ so conservative. Luckily, we get to watch the 'uncut' movie :) I am kinda touched at what Jacob did. He is such a gentleman. There's some parts that freaked me out as well. Like the part where the foetus was taken out by Edward from Bella's body. And she stopped breathing and bla. Overall, can't wait for Part 2!!! 

one more to go.

Still left chemistry. Shit la I screwed up my maths 2 test. I always didn't get full marks for quiz in class, and my class was seriously full of super good China people and Indonesians. So today, final test. I screwed up the screwed up. I couldn't go to bed last night, I was up till 4am in the morning revising every single questions from the pasts years questions and tutorial books. Looks like it didn't help. Test started at 9.30 ended at 12.40pm.  I went home after that and had my so-called nap. Forced myself to sleep because I didn't know what to do at home. I feel like checking my answers but ahh forget it. Just woke up from a 6 hours nap. And I need to go down to city in 10 minutes to buy Nando.

我恨我，我不知道想要什么，我不知道拥有什么，而我又缺少什么，我还怕什么，我不知道爱算什么，而我又算什么。

eap done. maths tomorrow.

OKk done with eap :) 5 more papers to go.

So stress about maths. Back in form 5, I feel grateful to be able to score well in both maths and add maths papers. People always told me back then, hey you are a chinese, if you don't do well in other subjects, no worries, BUT better do well in maths. But now...I feel so damn stress. I finished all the past year questions, read through lecture notes, I still feel insecure. I asked our college admin few days ago...If I want to get into biomedicine or science, oh the entry scores are 87 and 80 respectively. I am stress cause if chemistry was in my best 4 scores, my marks are totally gonna pull down by chemistry. I never wanted to sit for hoi exam. but it is my second highest scores. I am not even prepare for the hoi exam--what extracts what thinker. lol btw I chose darwin and yes my friend is right, he was one crazy old man. my average score now is 84. got that odd feeling that my brain is heating up. you know, parents pay a whole lots of $$ for you to study abroad and yet you only manage to get into science? sooo, for people who are reading this, thanks for reading, and if you are having an exam now or sooner, better start your revision earlier. no matter how busy you are. :) 

CRAPPPP exam's coming up!

Spring is here~! :) 

没关系

我想我已错过了你。

之前的你，对我很好，可我把它视作理应当然。
我不怪，我相信有人比我更适合你。

还好，你的世界我曾来过。是的，还好。

Thoughts

Now, where should I start? Life in Aussie has been great. Oh wait, should I make a plan for what am I going to write cz I have a feeling that this is going to be a very long, long post.

Ok nevermind I'll just go on with whatever comes to my mind.

Basically I will just summarize what did I learn and study since February.

Literature, History of Ideas as core subjects. I chose Maths 1, Maths 2 and Chemistry as my electives.

Term 1 exam, Term 2( Semester 1 Exam) *wave goodbye*,

Not going to have any exam for Term 3 except for those taking Physics and Economics.

I meet lots of cool friends here. But some are just very pompous? I on Facebook like almost everyday.

I saw some kuchingnites posted some statuses about how hard their exam is, how depress their lives are, how 'sien' they are to study Biology etc.

Everytime I saw these posts, I feel like shouting out loud, hey friends I wonder how would you all feel

when you see our syllabus? I didn't complain, well of course I did, but not on social networks, because I know, there are still some undergraduates out there who are studying at Harvard or whatever high-ranking universities, who are seriously under X100000 pressure than what I've been experiencing. So you think your teachers are torturing all of you? your syllabus is hard?

Emh... I wonder, would you even commit suicide when you take a look at our lecture notes. Not like I am being snobbish or apalah. When I got into some problems, I need to solve it on my own. When I am sick I could not tell my family cz they will get worry and stuff( since I know they've got lots of things to worry about). By the time I reach home, I could not tell my sis what happened to me today or whatever day la, she will get worry, but again, she's got her own things to worry about. Most importantly, I don't know how to stat with. Where should I start? I feel tired telling everyone my problems, which I never did and never will.

The other thing is, I miss home, abit. The cause of this is that most of my friends who are studying in West Malaysia, always posted something like, again on Facebook, ' Yeah I am going home!! Woohoooooo...My own bed etc.'. Not like I am not happy, well, I AM not happy. I mean, hey, you know your location or not. It's damn near Kuching. I have not been stepping into my house for I don't know, 7 months? GREAT. Not like every statuses need to mention these kind of stuff one ma.

Stress! Got drama performance! We need to plan our play, write our own scripts. The problem with our group is there's too many scenes, but nevermind it's fun! There's this girl who seldom turned up for practices, we could not make sure whether she would turn up on that performance day or not. And she didn't tell anyone else yet what her reasons are, well according to her friend, she's got some family problems to settle. Keeping everything else to yourself is not a smart way. Plus, you need to let us know what happen to you so that we can help and that you're not alone.

Friendship. Was on a chat with a friend just now. Well, the chat is still on. Sometimes, it's not worth it, to treat your friend well when they're in some very down conditions. Because after that, they will, well, most likely, forgot about your help and eventually forgot that you'd helped them and gave them a hand when they needed someone else most. Because you won't get the same treatment? Did I use the word correctly? I don't know. Sometimes, it just not worth it though. No matter how much you care for them. "The Overcoat" written by Nikolay Gogol, one of the short stories in 'Diary of a Mad Man', is worth reading( Thanks to Literature). We learn a lot of critical and analytic skills. What Gogol shows us is that there's no social justice in this society. Well he wrote this short story in 1800 something I forgot( He died in 1852). There will never be. So, read it!

Errrr I could not think of anything else to write. I guess I'll just stop here? Happy reading! :)

Finally I get that part in 'UP' ! Where the uncle didn't manage to get his house back when he was saving the little boy. Learn that, sometimes, you really need to let things go, no matter how much you missed them.

Could not resist to watch 'Howl Moving Castle' again!

13 weeks later, my own bed :)

Jazzing up the sky!

At last

Hello guys :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Sowwie for not updating my dearest blog, real life has been very hectic recently ( really? )

:):)

Due to boredom, I read most of my blog posts that I posted up few years back then. Just to realize, I do not really have that desire to update this blog with anymore interesting posts.

Hopefully, one post per month?

Leonardo da Vinci

Thanks to today HOI's Tutorial, Leonardo was awesome.

See things with your own eyes, learn not to get fooled by others' words.

All I can say, he is everything !

Sorry guysss !

Sorry guys :(

I really wanted to upload some amazing photos on this blog BUT the image icon does not respond no matter how many times I've clicked on it.

Any idea about the problem ? :(

Friends

Hold a true friend with both your hands.

"Jar of Hearts" - Christina Perri (Sam Tsui Cover)

love you Sam :')

epic fail

I really wanted to be a happy person, but I couldn't.

Balloons

I like balloons. I hope you do :)

Ordinary Miracles, by Julie Anthony

I never could discover what the world was all about
Although I searched everywhere
The good and bad were too mixed up to sort them out
Until I looked inside my heart
Until I looked inside my heart

Ordinary miracles surround me
Ordinary miracles around me
I gathered a basket of sunbeams today
A necklace of stars from the Milky Way

Happiness comes after sorrow
Harmony comes after strife
Tears today are smiles tomorrow
In this riddle known as life
This magic riddle known as life

Autumn leaves and summer showers
Bugs in spring and winter snow
I will only think of flowers
As the seasons come and go
Oh, as the seasons come and go

Ordinary miracles surround me
Ordinary miracles around me
I gathered a basket of sunbeams today
A necklace of stars from the Milky Way
In this riddle of life
In this magic riddle of life

Pls : There's a video of this song on youtube. Sadly, youtube does not allow me to share the video here. Take a look at it ! It does bring back some memories. Used to watch it when I was still a kid.

she is the one :)

I miss blogging

O.M.G hehe I miss blogging.

I am back from Mornington, a very very beautiful place with lots of delicious food and stunning views, like the sunsets!

That was awesome.

The three of us were considered a few very lucky people who got the chance to witness the splendid moment when the Sun goes below the horizon.

I love it !

I don't care.

You people just go ahead, I don't care.

I seriously hope that. I. don't. care.

Already gone

Life is not a bed of roses. When you fail, try moving on. Just like Thomas Edison.

A thousand years of good prayers

Finally I don't have to learn any poems starting from now on! Hopefully :) However, I do like poetry...it gets me to turn and twist my mind and brain and soul up and down.

Both lecturer and tutor start to teach us on stories or, prose fiction if you like.

Now, we studied "A Thousand Years of Good Prayers' written by Li YiYun in tutorial this morning.

And Oh My Tian , I've been so in love with the storyline^^. Li is definitely an awesome writer!

There's this extract from this short story that I suka the most :

"... It takes three thousand years of prayers to place your head side by side with your loved one's on the pillow. For father and daughter? A thousand years, maybe... "

Ok. Serious business. Exam is about to start. Gambatehhhhhh!

Life :(

I received a breaking news yesterday :(

My beloved Maths Form 2 & 3 Tuition Teacher, Mr Lee had passed away :(

He was an awesome teacher !

Face the music

Poetry exam tomorrow :((

Easter holiday is approaching ! Can't waitttt :)))))

Yummy.

Sorry if this makes you hungry.

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Two is better than one.

爱一个人，

要了 解也要开解；

要道歉也要道谢；要认错也要改错；

要体贴也要体谅；

是接受而不是忍受；

是宽容而不是纵容；

支持而不是支配；

是慰问而不是质问；

是倾诉而不是 控诉；

是难忘而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求而不向对方诸多要求

可以浪漫，但不要浪费，

不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手。。。

You Me.

If I don't fancy that person, I won't go in front of her or him to say hi how are you HAHA and stuff.

( What do you call that ? emh...FAKE SMILE/GRIN )

If I like that person, well, as in I like her/him as a friend, I will definitely talk to her/him at anytime I like.

If you don't like me, you don't have to show to everyone that you like me, because I don't like you as well. What's the point of saying this ? nothing.

Girls are cute creatures created by God ( sorry, have been learning too much literature at school recently).

However, I don't like girls' super-high-pitched voice.

It annoys me.

I may be emo at times, because I have a reason for it.

If people don't like me, I would choose to be solo.

I see nothing wrong with that.

It's better rather than trying to please everyone around me.

Life

I am going nowhere in life

Heart.

Can you see it ? My heart.

Moomba Festival 2011

My friends are good people ;)

No idea.

You have no idea of what I did today. I couldn't believe it as well :(

Cool ehh.

Aha, this is so cool ^^

College Life #1

Surprisingly, I thought today might be as cooling as the past few days but it didn't. The weather here is really unpredictable and the weather forecast is pretty useless except for the one on TCOLE website. Haha.

Woo! Suddenly feel like blogging about my college life! So let's start, shall we?

I've got a Literature Tutorial this morning from 11am untill 12.30pm.

Went home to feed my empty and growling stomach.

Went back to college for Literature Lecture from 1.45pm until 3.15pm.

Guess what? We were learning about 2 poems which are "The Sketch" by Mike Heald and " The Road Not Taken " by Robert Frost.

Unusually, Mike who wrote the poem, is our Lit Teacher.

As for the latter, we Malaysians learnt that poem during our Form 4 high school year.

" ...Two roads diverged in a yellow wood..."

That's my favourite poem of all times honestly.

What's interesting is that, we even learnt that there had been a debate between George W Bush and Barack Obama on the poem " The Road Not Taken "few years back. >__<

I had to rush off for Chemistry Lecture from 3.45pm untill 5.15pm. We got chocolate buttons during the lecture from our lecturer. Heh.

Great happiness comes when having a bubble tea after finishing all your homework. ;)

Boys Over Flowers OST - One More Time [ENG SUB]

Haha feel like watching this drama again ^^

Not me ?

Why can't I be the one?

Random Random Random

This is crazy! The temperature hits 14.1 degree celsius today!

Luckily my sis and I went for steamboat somewhere in the city.

I am satisfied when we bought 2 crepes peach ice creams for all ( custard, ice cream and cream) from melbourne central. Lol.

Time to get back to work :)

Jay Chou is in KL for his 2011 World Tour and I am NOT there!! sobs sobs sobs.

Good day people !!

March!

Hello peeps!

In case you haven't noticed, March is here!

And it's freaking cold and windy in melbourne here :(

I seriously like cold weather, but not thissss cold

(eg : the temperature hits 15.4 degree celsius today--it's crazy)

I realized that I did have so much fun in orientation compared to that in lectures.

Besides, I would have to do 100m sprint if I'm late for class.

Reminder : the campus buildings are scattered around in the city so sometimes I might get lost.

Luckily we've got a map at the last page of our student diary but it only helps a little.

And hwee... if the breeze was strong enough just now, I would not be sitting at my table now and posting this blog post because I nearly got blown away by it! No kidding. It's true.

A lot of weird names appeared in Chemistry though. It's freaking me out.

Well... I think that's all for now. Yes! I've only got 2 classes tomorrow!

I know I know... some may think that I'm showing off and being proud to be here in melb.

Honestly, I do not feel that way.

I understand that, sometimes I do feel a bit offended when I was half-way reading through people's blogs. For instance, they post things up like how good is Aus or NZ compared to Malaysia and stuff. Nah. I seriously do not feel it that way--trust me :)

I thank my parents for giving me a chance to further my studies here. and I appreciate it.

Good day! I love the bubble tea here!

Quote

How do I change?
If I feel depressed I will sing.
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.

-Og Mandino

All the best everyone! Fighting!

Random post

Since there's nothing special going on, and I've already promised that I would not abandon my blog, so I've decided to post a very random, random blogpost. :)

That's a photo of my recent playlist. Hehe I know me lame ;)

Have a great day then !

Oh noooo.

Goshhh.

It's been hard for me.

When will I get myself out of this stupid hell thingy ?!

Oh, timetable is out. !@#$%^

Alright! Must be more positive-minded!

It's great being here. I learn to be more independent. Right ;)

All the best to everyone who's viewing this !

Happy B day.

I wish to see beyond the horizon.

A year older, a year wiser.

Happy birthday to me. :)

THANKS A LOT TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS & RELATIVES.

New website !

Hello peeps !

I think I forgot to mention about my new site at tumblr.com.

I've created it somehow like within last year?

Chose tumblr because of it's amazing and awesome photographs + quotes ;)

However, I would definitely NOT abandoning this blog ! Hehe...

Keep on track yeah :) THANKS :)

Here's the link : http://edithlee93.tumblr.com/

Coffee

As simple as it seems to be...

Have a great bunny year ahead everyone !

Thought ;)

Was half-way browsing through my friendster account, particularly the testimonials part.

I suddenly realised that time does fly, really really rapidly.

I was reading the testimonials that my ex-classmates posted on my wall. How nice of them!

Surely, it does bring back some memories. We were so young and naive that time.

There's some comments about PMR too. For instance, try your best yeah, don't worry.

Not only PMR was over, we all had already sat for our SPM examination like 2 months ago.

Don't mention that I am a "kolot" one because there's those moments when we were all really addicted to friendster like facebook.

And I really hate people saying bad things about friendster like : " OMG who still wanna use friendster anyway! We've got facebook! "

RIGHT.

Sorry la but no offence !

And I miss my family members and friends as well !

好久不見

陳奕迅 好久不見

Really addicted to this song recently.

Oldies but goodies.

Whee~!

My hubby!

Hi peeps!

Reached Melbourne,Victoria, Aus. 3 days ago with the help of my twin cousins. ( thank you )

Hwee it's really cold here.

And it's not even autumn or winter yet! It's summer.

Yes. Summer.

So well, I have this whole week free.

Orientation starts on valentine's day.

To kill boredom, I've decided to go for some window shopping tomorrow, not today haha.

Again, it's so cold out there and I don't feel like walking around.

What if I've myself lost in the city?

I haven't get to eat some fresh oysters yet!! Control. Haha. With lemon juice and pinch of salt and pepper. Emh... chefs on the tv usually do that don't they? CAN"T WAIT.

By the way, haha. This is funny honestly. I drink the tap water.

I've uploaded some photos on Facebook. Album named - melbourne `11.

Till then, Bye!

My bad.

There's this someone.
I feel sorry for him. For everything that I'd done.
Perhaps it really hurts him...till now.
We were best friend since primary one.
How great is that.
We even shared ice pops together.
Friendship. You know.
Looking back, I feel great to have him as my friend
till now.
Thank you.




I like his expression at 1.29min. :)

Preparation for Dong Dong Chiang

I was a good girl you know. Haha. :)