MOVIES

I find Booboo Stewart aka Seth Clearwater in Breaking Dawn is damn cutee

I must watch Snow White and the Hunstman 

New Year's Eve - omg zac efron! 

must finish all Studio Ghibli movies again! 

Breaking Dawn

Had chemistry paper this morning. My brain had been working seriously 3 hours nonstop, heard that some people didn't even finish the paper O.O The paper was ok omg thank god. Leaving for kuching on 4 December omg I am coming home tell the world I'm coming home :) Can't wait to meet up with all my friends!
Hehe am enjoying life now!

#nowwatching Laputa aka Castle in the air.

Went to watch Breaking Dawn with weishan at Hoyts after having lunch :) Heard that Malaysia they cut many scenes esp the sex/make up/bed scenes. :/ so conservative. Luckily, we get to watch the 'uncut' movie :) I am kinda touched at what Jacob did. He is such a gentleman. There's some parts that freaked me out as well. Like the part where the foetus was taken out by Edward from Bella's body. And she stopped breathing and bla. Overall, can't wait for Part 2!!! 

one more to go.

Still left chemistry. Shit la I screwed up my maths 2 test. I always didn't get full marks for quiz in class, and my class was seriously full of super good China people and Indonesians. So today, final test. I screwed up the screwed up. I couldn't go to bed last night, I was up till 4am in the morning revising every single questions from the pasts years questions and tutorial books. Looks like it didn't help. Test started at 9.30 ended at 12.40pm.  I went home after that and had my so-called nap. Forced myself to sleep because I didn't know what to do at home. I feel like checking my answers but ahh forget it. Just woke up from a 6 hours nap. And I need to go down to city in 10 minutes to buy Nando.

我恨我，我不知道想要什么，我不知道拥有什么，而我又缺少什么，我还怕什么，我不知道爱算什么，而我又算什么。

eap done. maths tomorrow.

OKk done with eap :) 5 more papers to go.

So stress about maths. Back in form 5, I feel grateful to be able to score well in both maths and add maths papers. People always told me back then, hey you are a chinese, if you don't do well in other subjects, no worries, BUT better do well in maths. But now...I feel so damn stress. I finished all the past year questions, read through lecture notes, I still feel insecure. I asked our college admin few days ago...If I want to get into biomedicine or science, oh the entry scores are 87 and 80 respectively. I am stress cause if chemistry was in my best 4 scores, my marks are totally gonna pull down by chemistry. I never wanted to sit for hoi exam. but it is my second highest scores. I am not even prepare for the hoi exam--what extracts what thinker. lol btw I chose darwin and yes my friend is right, he was one crazy old man. my average score now is 84. got that odd feeling that my brain is heating up. you know, parents pay a whole lots of $$ for you to study abroad and yet you only manage to get into science? sooo, for people who are reading this, thanks for reading, and if you are having an exam now or sooner, better start your revision earlier. no matter how busy you are. :)