A target.

You must have a target.

Someone told me that this year but I failed to recall who's that.

What's mine?

Sorry That I Loved You

Well. Sadly. I don't think I am ...

Haih.

Chem and Bio are next. And EST too.
I am a coward. I don't feel like studying.


Jingle bell rocks ;)

F me!

Great.

My dear it's really really really none of your business!

It's really very thoughtful of you for being so caring about other people's stuff. But... Don't you think you are way too far?

I use my logical skills several times and think really hard into that matter but it still doesn't make any sense to me. You royally betrayed your friend and be with the guy she likes.

What are you if you weren't worth called a female dog? Oh wait female dogs breastfeed their puppies. You don't. Asshole is a much better word.

* The 'she' here is a Form 4 girl.

I can't help but feel sorry for you. Terribly. Fuck me for being so kepo in this stupid thing.

Right :)

Oh no. What should I dooo! SPM is soo near. *faint*

I wish to go to Greenland someday :)

Just being random .

Graduation!

Sometimes, I hate our school libraries prefects.

They are so noob. YES they are.

Anyway, today we had Taklimat SPM and a jamuan after that. I supposed everything ran pretty well. We took a lot of photos ! Upload all of them on Facebook :)

Except for the last few minutes,( or 10 ?) People started to cry their eyes out :'( Indeed, we might not be seeing and meeting each other again in the future. SO SAD !! Vitamin C Graduation Song is once again , the climax of all !

seriously. omg.

I don't know what am I supposed to do right NOW .

Study. Yea right.

SPM is freaking me out :'(

It's like 2 more weeks to... omg.


I see no light in my life.


我要跑得多快才能填补我们之间的空白 ?

Screamm!!!!

21 days

to


SPM

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No more...

What else can I say ?

蘇打綠 - 相信 KTV

Have to get so much things done in just one week time!!! Gonna go insane !

Motivation is seriously needed!!

Just for sharing :)

A very meaningful song ^^

I am grateful.

Don't want to :(

Didn't go to school today. Gastric.

I spent somewhat 2 hours on watching the Peter Pan movie on Youtube.

I don't want to grow up.

You've got so much to do when you grow up. Work ? $$ ?

It may be tough as life is not always full of rainbows and sunshines.

But the fact is, every child has to grow up.

I am not a child anymore.

A teenager?

I must learn how to live in the moment. And appreciate it as well. :)

Everytime We Touch | Peter&Wendy

"Boyfriends and girlfriends come and go, but friendships are forever?
It's a nice saying but in reality it's not 100% true.
In fact, some boyfriends and girlfriends do last forever, while some friendships fade away."



Peter Pan

0.55s is my favourite part :)

A sense of relief.

I have an epiphany.
I finally realized that I am actually blessed with the great gift of friendship.
*********
Results ain`t that bad actually.
Hopefully, till now, all As.

********
Again,
Can't believe I am actually leaving high school in just 2 months time!!
A farewell party? Probably not.
One for sure, I will be missing each and everyone of you. Feeling emo recently :) Heh.
*******
Memories.
Reflections.

Yeah meeee!

[How marvelous their canteen is]

I am going to Harvard University!!!!!!











Kidding lol.

Thought XX

Bitches all over!

[Caution : I am using a lot of harsh words in this post. Please don't mind me. ]

Lol hell.
I am seriously surrounded by bitches.
Hey you, you on facebook chat with me first, not me.
You ocipala a lot of thing and started asking for my opinions.
Probably you didn't know, I copied and saved our conversation.
Hah I am so smart. I could have just sent it to the guy , did you know that.
Of course, unless you did something....erm... which I beh song of.

Didn't your mum teach you that?
Hell. It's certainly not a right thing to do ok.
You digged a hole for me to jump in. I stupidly jumped into it.
In the end, you go and tell that guy everything including that I wanted to talk to him.
I was joking man, why were you taking this so seriously? >< I don't really care if you read this post or not. Maybe I was wrong, but I don't sense my wrong-ness.
Maybe you are going to ask my friend about this, or rather, my sister. It's quite obvious who's that person I am blogging about.
Maybe too, you will tell that guy and I know he will definitely listen to you c'z you are like a good, close and trustworthy friend to him. You won't betray him no matter what happens. I seriously hope that he will know who's the right one and who's the fake one.

I am being and feeling really freaking kepo towards this.
Since I've blog about this, I won't discuss this matter anymore in the rest of my life. I just blog. When I finish this, it means "THE END".

I should be concentrating on my studies. One more week till trial finish. You should be putting real efforts on your studies too, rather than making everyone feels uncomfortable.
Shit heaven. mlm.

Thanks for reading.

Well-pissed

I am so so so pissed off! I don't want to express my actual feeling here cz I know that most of the people view my blog. ( I am not exaggerating ) Believe it or not, you decide.

Teacher ar, Oh teacher. Can you open your eyes big big??! We didn't cheat ok! Not even once during the tests that you'd given us throughout the whole year. Whereas some bitching people just cheated in front of you, you didn't notice that, did you?

Oh my gawd.

Please fuck off bitching people. Stop being so hiao loh people. I know that you're pretty and so on. If you want to hiao people, go to pub la. GO NIA. Got earn some $$ also. Irritate me some more. LOL.

Seriously, I feel the unfairness. I can feel it. It's really strong inside of me.
And by the way, I am fate-less with guys. Yea haha. Laugh out as loud as you wish. I'll have to admit that. Probably 'love' is not in my life's dictionary. Probably I don't need that @@ At once, people told me that 'God doesn't always give us everything that we want, but always every thing that we need!'

Indeed. Maybe I don't need it. My life would be so damn boring.

Thought X

That feeling is awkward.

Situation 1 :
You know him, he knows you. When both of you walk passed each other, you pretended like you don't know him and he did the same too. Awkward.

Situation 2:
You know him. So you voiced out and said "HI". He glared at you, asking "Do I know you?". Awkward.

Situation 3:
You never know him. He stepped forward and said " HI". You glared at him, asking "Do I know you?" Awkward.

Situation 4 :
You know everything about him. Everything. But when you walk passed him, you pretended like nothing happened, assuming that you didn't know a single thing, about him. Awkward.


Situation 5 :
You know him really well. And both of you met each other a few times before this. When you see him again, you aren't sure whether he still remember you or otherwise. However, you chose and refused to step out. Awkward.

~LIFE~

趙傳 - 愛要怎麼說出口

What more...

It's been a pretty tiring year to me so far


In less than one month's time, I shall clench my teeth from now and prepare for the trial exam.



In two month's time, I shall too, be sitting for the actual SPM examination.


Life...

Sienz

JUST BRAVE YOURSELF

AND

TALK TO HIM LA

==

omg

~Oh my gawd ~

Hey Hey

Watch ' God of Study' through here.

I only watched the last two episodes on KBS, somewhere in March I think?

Now I am watching it from the start till the end! Being strict to myself eh? I must only watch one episode per day! not more than that!!! :)

By the way, just so you know, I've edited my play list's song. One more thing, exam is over. Ha.

Kch Fest

Unscrupulous people.I mean, everyone is selfish, don't they ? no offense intended. I had a ball at Kuching Festival just now. It was drizzling at first, then there came a downpour lasted for around 1 minute. :) I am serious. Well, since every cloud has a silver lining, I haven't done any revision yet. Exam is just NEXT week. Gonna keep my nose to the grindstone. Bio bio :(
We had senaman at school in the morning yesterday. more like a dancing class to me. Even so, it was surprisingly fun. We had 'womanizer', 'nobody', 'waka waka'. Off packing bag!

Indeed

Image 1

Hi guys! ( I was there!!!!)

Feel like watching 'Up' again.

Exam is near :)

~.~

Somebody please, tell me what kind of feeling is this.

When I knew that many people are on their way rushing for that certain location in that particular country, I feel sick.

I am leaving for that place too. The problem is, I thought I wouldn't see these people again( heaved a sigh of relief), but no. They ARE leaving for it too. Oh god. Why is that so?
Of all those 200 countries on Earth, why there?

I am pretty sure that I own neither the country nor that place. So, if it's the facts that everyone's going there, I guess I'll just have to accept it.

Can't believe I will still have to meet these people again :(
I really wish to begin a new chapter in my life as I walk through college gate.
I 100% don't think so.

Numbness

Of all the barriers that I'd went through........


I hope I've grown up.

Eclipse

" OMG EDWARD IS SO HOTTT!!!!"


" NO!!!!! JACOB IS HOTTER!"



"NONO!!!!!! EDWARD!!!"



"TEAM JACOB!!!!!"


!@#$%^&*

...


...


...


Shut up.



Seriously.

Argentina vs Germany

Disappointing match for Argentina. I am seriously crying for you.
Yes, I support Argentina.

So what.

Just hafta admit that, their strategy sucks. And I despise Octopus.


Brazil's out. Portugal's gone too. Now it's Argentina. South Africa is definitely not a suitable place for kicking football. ( I am just kidding )

Seriously stressed out!!
After half a year, I finally fall sick!! Period pays me a visit too. :(
We'll have a Leo Dinner tomorrow night at Jambu Restaurant.
Hope everything is going well!
Saw it in the newspaper that there's going to have a partial lunar eclipse tomorrow night. Around 7.38pm like that?
Supposed to be at PBK tuition at the moment.
But I think my aunt forgot about me so nevermind then.
By the way, I honestly like my blog template, hehe. :)
RIP Michael J and happy belated birthday Messi ! !

Random!

Downloading the new Microsoft Office 2010...
Zomg. 3 hours and 6 mins! :(

Finally! I am done with the installation :)
I see no difference between Microsoft Word 2010 and Microsoft Word 2007.
I admire Microsoft PowerPoint 2010. Especially the animation part.
I've got some 'float in', 'fly in' buttons. cute lol. Give it a try.It's worthwhile!

Long holiday!

Hey guys! It's been awhile since I last updated this blog :)

So, bad news. I wasn't doing my revision during the past week and this week as well :( I was enjoying and taking my time having fun! Believe me. Delirious all the time.

**Not to forget I still have AddMaths project and also Leo stuff to be done >< FIFA WORLDCUP. (wondering if any of the Malaysians care about SUKMA when worldcup is here) Hwee... SA : Mex = 1 : 1

Ha! If you ask me whether I am a fan of this, nah, sorry I aint. However I am pretty sure that C. Ronaldo is quite a good looking guy. Nites then!

Advice from senior.

Somehow I've come to realize that to be a council member, one probably must be :

- a head section leader from Red Crescent Club as well as a commander
- a u-know-who daughter
- know how to peng LP
- sweet and charming
-able to control prefects, not students
-able to act innocent / naive
-an ex KP

emh....anymore?

Miss me much eh?

Taiwanese Lin Yu Chun ( known as Taiwan's Susan Boyle)

Oh yaya! Our school exam's over while other schools are just about to start their exam.

Hmph.
Life after exam is miserable. I prefer exam week than usual school days.
During normal school days, I've got to finish a whole load bunch of homework, assessment and peka. Repeat : especially homework.

Researchers keep telling us teenager to sleep at least 8 hours per day. How can we manage to do that since most of us- the high school students will have to finish our schoolwork and probably we can only manage to finish ALL of them by 11pm. And that's an hour more to midnight. :)

Thomas Cup o.0 I won't be complaining about the results. Right, I won't :D.
At least they'd try their best.
Anyhow, GO INDONESIA! Try your very best to defeat CHINA!

I am really confused about my future. About my ambition and all. Couldn't get myself out of it.


*Actually I was intended to set a new layout, instead I'd got something out of control and as you can see, the layout or background of this blog is completely PLAIN. nothing. I am seriously fed up with this and decided not to get back here unless my mood is getting better.

I've started another acc at tumblr.com. Won't be able to blog much though. Busy and really idle these days for no apparent reason.

Oh well.

Exam's over. Yay. But not spm so it's blatantly futile to have a party on it.


Weak-minded people. Haiz. Shake heads.

You're beautiful

love love love. Going to watch that after exam.

Happy birthday to me!

Best friends threw me a surprise birthday party at school after 'rumah sukan meeting'. I felt so flabbergasted. Thanks guys! Going to upload photos after exam week. Oh man. NOOO.

What I want to say is that: hey friends, maybe someday in the future you all will meet someone better than me as a friend, but I am sure that, in my whole life time, I will never meet anyone like you people because you all are indeed undoubtedly great friends that one can count on!

So, lastly, Linda, Ena, Shelly, Chai, Clare,San, Mavis, Harveen, Vivian, Steph Soon and everyone else, THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. I love ya all :)

CNY 2010-Part 3

What a feverish day! In the morning, we went to visit uncle's house and grandma's house at Tapah. Sent Meredith to Spring after that to meet with her friends. My aunt and I went to MBO to buy some tickets for tonight. What the? The queue was really long. VERY long. =) So we left. At 2.45pm, Linda, Ena and boyfriend, Shelly,Mavis,Clare,Ann, Sarah and Jess came over to my house. ( Thanks guys! ) Mum's ex-students came after that. Only remember a few, like Jesslyn, Karen and Rachel. =) Oh-ooh. My temple friends were here after 10 minutes. Served them Heineken. Everyone left at 5 something. My mum, aunty and I made a move to Star Cineplex and bought 5 tickets for the movie-The Little Big Soldier. Chaio People~ Happy CNY once again!

CNY 2010-Part 2

Ok. I've got to blog very fast. Judith Lee and Steph Soon are eagerly waiting on ebuddy.

Well, what happened today?
Emh. Ok. Mr George and wife came to fill the buffet thing. Mum had an open house today. Actually we(2 aunties, sis and I ) were supposed to help her to serve the teachers but in the end she asked aunty to drive us out to anywhere we like. Ok then. haha. Went to spring. Ate lunch there. I tried out the noodle with fish fillet. Not bad actually but I think they overshoot the pepper 0.0.

Went to Boulevard after that. At 3 something we went home. May Yee and Claryne came to visit sis. Amanda,Marilyn,Lip Yi and Miss Susie came after that, followed by my uncle's family. Then...who else?? ( busy cracking my head)

Oh...Cikgu Magdelene and family and Cikgy Donar came. At around 5.45pm, got ready for spring again for the movie-True Legend. Emmhhh. Jay Chou is in there.

CNY 2010- Part 1

Happy Lunar New Year!!! Went to both grandmas' houses and granny's house. Tiring :( As you can see in the photo, there were my dad, mum, aunties, sis and I. Dinner time! Steamboat! Muahaah~ We had Abolone!! A huge one.-Huang Sui- Mum sent dad to the airport after dinner. Dad should be on the plane to Singapore at the moment. Leaving for Vietnam.

Went for a movie named Alls Well Ends Well 2010 at Star. Laugh my ass off lol! Finally, I managed to post this before midnight! Goodnight~ So many stunning fireworks last night! Judith lee This is for you..I love black pepper.

CNY Eve 2010

It's Chinese New Year Eveeee!

Finally, I helped mum to do some house cleaning in the afternoon. Swept the floor( from living room till kitchen and bedrooms), cleaned the fans and air-cons( omg, the dust was making me sneezing all the time) whilst Meredith Lee was having her nap. Blekkk. She even forgot to vacuum the floor!

Heading for reunion dinner at Crown Square in just 1 more hour. ^^ Chiao first people.

Happy CNY~! Oh, it's really weird that some neighbours play firecrakers in the evening. 0.o

Orion's belt

It's been awhile that I did not look high up in the starry night.

I saw a phenomena of '3 stars in a row' again whilst feeding my cat with the leftover food just now. I ever saw that in Melbourne, back in December 2009. I googled it. And I found out that it's called Orion's belt. 0.o oh oh , belt??? Another interesting constellation throughout the galaxy.

Anyhow, I'm partial to this JJ Lin's new song, X . Nice lyrics.

Yahoo,.,.,.,.,.,

Hey Chai and Ena, I'd deleted that post! Muahaha.

Datuk Nasir Safar

Datuk Nasir Safar : Indians are beggars, Chinese women are whores. At a 1 Malaysia seminar held in Malacca International Trade Centre.

Finally.

Yesterday after tuition at parish, meredith and I went to the bus-stop in front of our school to catch a bus. Linda and Vivian sent us off. After waiting for 15 minutes, there came a K8 bus. That K8 bus is much longer and bigger than the one shown below. It's like in a tram. Just a bit shaky and trembling though. RM 1 per person. We reached home 20 minutes later =)Anyway, we caught the 'smaller' K8 bus last Thursday. It was hot hot hot. The air-conditioner was not doing well.A photo of my sleepy face was taken by meredith lee. She brought camera to school WITH permission for some projects and such.By the way, I've changed my playlist! No longer " I knew I loved you " by Savage Garden after posting it up here for almost 2 months =) The latest shall be ' Sentimental' by Kenny G. Enjoy the video. Please don't click away when Kenny gives comment because it only lasts for 10 seconds! Goodnight~

Light

Drawing ray diagrams now...... I am so blur.

Reborn

Yes, you're great. You can do better than this. Rebornnn =)

I can't help it. I really can't.

I fought with mum again. Regarding the seat that I had chosen in class. I didn't really choose that seat actually. I can't help it. I thought of a few many times and I decided to blog this out. I don't care you're happy or not because this is my blog!



Lets start. I asked X to help me reserve place for me. Well she chose the 3rd row that's great isn't it. Then my mum came to the class and wrote my name on a paper paste on the 2nd middle table. She saw the 3rd row's 'edith lee' so she took off the paper that she had just written. Looks like everything settled eh? No.



Another girl saw this and I know that she's really warm-hearted. I didn't blame her for what had happened seriously. She's a great friend indeed. I know she must be reading this. It's alright.She waited till my mum walked away and pasted my name on the 2nd row table. OK. Then X called me saying that there are two papers with the name 'edith lee' on two tables in the class. So we decided to replace my name on the 2nd row table to student Y. That's mean I was suppose to sit at the 3rd row.



That very early morning I was suppose to wake up at 5. And DAMN blame both my ears for not aware of the alarm clock's ringing and continued my sweet dream. At 5.40am I woke up and said shit. I got to school late and saw * sitting at my table. Student Y's seat was still empty but soon she will reach school and sit there too without me asking. Sat with student Z in the end. Not bad too. But we are really struggling much at seeing the whiteboard. Who should I blame?



Emh. MYSELF I KNOW YOU WOULD TELL ME THAT. Mum asked me about the seat and I was going to tell her what exactly had happened. She kept interrupting me then I shouted at her ' Can you let me finish this damn story first??!' Then we fought. End of story.If readers decided to have this story spread in the school, it's alright. Nothing wrong. It's your mouth and I can't do anything about it. I must say, I did not ok, DID NOT blame anyone for this. =)


I was once a form 1 girl. But now time flies and I am a Form5 young lady! How sad is that.

What? Nothing.

I fought with mum just now. HEH. I had too many things to worry about.

Eg:1) Who is going to send me home from school?

-Perhaps aunty? School bus? Or the new green city bus labelled K8?

2) Who should I sit with in class?

- I never know that I'm this kind of popular.Hwee. everyone wants to sit with me. BUT I am sure that things are not going to turn out my way.

3 ) Who should I sit with at parish class?

- I dont know. The end.

4 ) Who am I suppose to follow after tuition?

- Follow the K8 bus? Stayback with vivian until 6.20pm? [Tuition ends at 5 ]

5 ) How do get mum to shut up her mouth?

- I have no idea. The end.

I can never let my hair down.

* PPS is so nice. Yeehaaa. Watch free movies and tv series on PPS.*

*Goodluck Tigerwoods. Pity you.*