I ain't an enigma

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

16个夏天

The Way We Were 16个夏天.

The original soundtracks 也太好了吧.

Eric Chou's 以后别做朋友.
-遇见对的人错过交叉点，明明你就已经站在我面前，我却不断挥手说再见

Eve Ai's 我不知道爱是什么
-例如我直视你的眼神，与她不同；我走过你身边的角度，与她不同；我开口跟你说话的时机，与她不同；我用的词汇艰涩，与她不同
－例如我真的在乎否则不会沉默
－还期待或许是坏了规则要的太多

Hey ^_^

It's been 2 years since I last blogged. Time really flies so fast without us knowing. Somehow those times when I thought it would have been better if I was dead, did not really matter to me now.

The past 4 years had brought me nothing but tiredness. I felt tired easily, probably have some symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome. Need to get some diagnosis and treatments done if that was the case.

When everyone you meet starts asking you what do you want to study, what's your path, what are the plans you got for this year its 2016 etc etc etc... ... I don't know about you. But I have no idea what am I going to do with my life. I know I'll have to take responsibility for using the family's money, and to take care of myself and my family in the near future. guess that's what quarter-life crisis is all about.

I thought I wasn't the kind of person to get depressed easily, maybe I did, at least I was always feeling anxious for the past 2 years. I didn't seek for help, didn't go to school, all I did was I went to work and work until I was tired so I don't think about what's gonna happened the next day, not to worry about asking living expenses from dad since I was using my own money. You know they say, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I don't know if that's true. But I felt like I've been making friends and talking to lot more people ever since. Rather than staying at home errr' day like what happened to me when I was a jaffy.

So many things to think about

omg that's me 8 years ago so hamsap the face

and Kuching has the best sunset you will ever see!

Monday, February 3, 2014

back again 2014

Ouah!!! It's been a long time people!
4th day of cny!
Reading back some of the old blog posts, ' way back into love' on replay, finding myself being kind of stupid last time and at the same time missing all the old good memories that we had.

No matter what we are doing now friends, I sincerely hope that we have the courage and determination to strive hard for what we are looking for, your life depends on you, right? ;)

Also, be happy & healthy _/\_

11:48pm Monday 3/2/2014.

Friday, January 11, 2013

Back

Hi all ..... :)

It has been a year since I last blogged :D
Eyhhh I don't really know what to write about hehe.
But I wish all of you the very best of luck in 2013!

Take care :)